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you don't need to know me
it's your choice. haha
hello there c:
i'm Maye. 15 years.
known for criticizing narrow-minded people. HAHA.
i'm a lover of The Great Outdoors.
ye know, i love to shop and drop.
i do a lot. i walk, i talk, i sing, i dance, i write, i make people
smile, i hate, i love -- i don't do it all perfectly.
I 'm just me (cornii) :P
i always socialize. I ride along with almost everything.
YEP. i can be your good friend. or the other way around
my 2 favorite things in the world..
smiling and being hugged
++ friendster ++
++ multiply ++
++ grouperz ++
Don't just easily neglect an effort of a person to keep in touch. People get tired, it's not at all times that they hold onMay 22, 2008 @7:58 pm
i'm getting sick of this layout. HAHA. i need to renovate soon. :P
Well anyway, let's proceed.
I saw my dear lucky charm again! That black cat gives me so many reasons to flash a big smile :D But then I guess, we must accept the irony of life. It's not at all times that you'll be HAPPY. There will always be a damn hindrance. Well, what's good is that I can easily encourage myself to look on the bright side (the rainbows and butterflies' side) though I am stuck on the deepest, darkest edge. At least they can see I'm good. As if wearing a mask void of expression and frowns would make him like me. HAHA. that's it! :PThis is too dramatic. if you think you'll get pissed reading this. You may stop here. Thank You! :D
He doesn't like you back??
Oh maybe he's showing me a bit of affection, but not to the extent that I would hear the so called 3 sweetest words from him. The only 3-word phrase i'm hearing is that sucker cliche. "We're just friends", 3 stuffed words i've been hearing from myself. I can't help expecting too much.. 'coz he's not telling me what NOT to think. I'm thinking i'm receptive enough to understand, but all I hear is a jumble of silences, all the things I needed to say but I know I shouldn't have to. All the things he wanted to say but didn't know how to. My mind is becoming a flock of pigeons fluttering away. All my thoughts are shit and feathers. and I throw myself to bed asking.. "Why is he treating me this way?" and I end up sleeping to the thought of, "I think it was his way of showing friendship.." and every night.. it's the same damn thing. I guess I should blame myself for being numb, I just don't want to notice it anymore. I'm sick of feeling the same pain from the same person over and over again. The grip is too tight. If you love somebody else (which is a fact) tell me now.
"It's better to love someone who can love you back"
-- it's the only thing i needed to hear and the only thing YOU need to say.
But you're still so sweet. You are so complicated. Man you owe yourself a BIG break.
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anyway. NEW TOPIC.
David won!. HAHA. of course dummy. they're both Davids.
but YEAH. my Archuleta was knocked down by Cook. haha. Well I got disappointed of course... 'coz I have a puny crush on Archie dear.. but yeah. I think Cook deserves the greater glory anyway. He was better based on performance. I've got to admit that. But still.. I'm an Archuletan. solid. weeee!
Fo shizzle. My dizzleMay 18, 2008 @12:47 am
oh well. i only have 7 days to enjoy my vacation to the fullest. I can't help feeling so bad about it *sigh*. I just don't want to go back to school yet. Especially now that i'm in college. I'm gonna be loaded, I need to be extra perked up! ++ a frosh needs to do major adjustments, and start off with a good rep. All these things bothering me. I can't feel the summer spirit anymore. I don't like my course (well geez, i never dreamed of becoming a teacher.. i just pinpointed that course with my eyes closed!), and I can't feel the school. Even though a lot are telling me that I should be hyped up and be HAPPY that i'm entering La salle, I still can't accept it. Well I'm lucky to be given the privilege to study in a prestigious university as such but I've got my first choice okay? DLSU-M was my dream school, but I suddenly realized there's something better. Oh well, just a matter of time. I might get used to it.animo La Salle! *insert sad face here*
The stress is totally killing me softly. I'm having a really bad week, and I've got a hunch that it's going to continue. I can't take any more of it. I'm gonna die *chuk!*
...all because
1. Classes are fast approaching. I'm a frosh (i'm so scared :paranoid:)
2. I haven't seen my crushie boshie for a week. Well it makes me sad, and other stuff about him makes me sad. Even he makes me sad. so ouch.
3. Minor misfortunes. (e.g. i tripped, my LRT card won't work and i'm stuck in the station for minutes. oh no!)
4. The depression makes me stare blankly into thin air. I'm thinking too deep. I need YOU. (c'mon.. cheer me up?)
There are no good girls gone wrong, Just bad girls found outMay 08, 2008 @11:03 am
I can't complain about boredom anymore. God finally answered my prayers. Now I'm booked, sched outstretched as far as possible. But YEAH, I'm still here... finding ways to squish blogging into my tight schedule. But I'm always online, still. I can't help having chitty chat with my online buddies. They do weird me out, but I'm having fun with them. HAHA. So I choose them over hanging out with my real life friends. HAHA. I have no choice, there's insufficient outlay.. or to simplify it, I'm broke. :|
Ohhh, training and stuff.. malling, parties, events and enjoying vacation to the fullest chunk, and.. certain people. My world's revolving around certain people (HAHA. nagpipinpoint!). YEAH. stuff that's keeping me busy.
If somebody were given a chance to be in my shoes (not literally) right now, I know he/she would either be very happy or the other way around. But even I (someone who used to complain about everything) am not ranting about it, I just can't help feeling things. I'm the perfect e.g. of a person feeling a volt of exhaustion, a pinch of outrage, a whole eyebag of stress! and yet... I'm 300% happy. (ngiti.ngiti.ngiti). Every person making me laugh outshines the rampage. All in one joke. All in one smile of a special someone. All in one humiliating conversation and all the absurd stuff I got myself into. It all makes me HAPPY c: so wake up emo.s. The world's not falling apart for you morons. JOKE. mean much. haha. anyway. My layout is not emo and neither am I. HAHA. just clearing things out.
YEEEAHH. and i'm saying this all because of one person who makes up my day. THANKS FOR MAKING ME HAPPY. c:
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@ 2:41 pm
I wanna share something that moved me today. I just picked this up from eehjhay's site.
Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whose sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.
Salutations to the man in this video.
Great. Just Great c:May 06, 2008 @2:07 pm
I just came home yesterday from a majestic island. HAHA. yeah. Bora was a blast indeed. I had fun, though I was feeling a bit of nostalgia during our stay there. So I kinda got myself into some satisfying indulgence with the fun under the sun thingy. HAHA. all swimming and stuff. I may not call it satisfying 'coz i felt a mixture of random feelings, emotions or whatever they call it. Especially now that I have red skin. YAKK. haha. I have nothing to say about the place. The surroundings.. it was good (exclude the lumot forming their own little islands on the shallow part of the beach). Yeah, and the people. haha. okay lang, nevermind the swimwear.. we all know walang pakelaman dun.. you can go shopping wearing only your undies. That's no case. HAHA. and it was definitely not the time to go boy hunting. During my stay there... i only saw 3 cute guys, and a Korean guy on his black trunks, wearing bright yellow crocs. HAHA. weird fashion statement all over the place. So far, I had good company. I didn't expect the closure with Mikee and Trizsh. umm. i'll include Yura 'coz I convinced her to go to Muay Thai training with me. HAHA. way to go.
The experience was Superb!.
Too much for the Bora trip.
hmm.. i just don't know what to feel right now. I'm confused, I shouldn't be the one thinking about this too deeply, I'm just so affected. I hate it. Don't worry, whatever you may say about it. I won't hate you. ever.
*sigh* before I end my post I wanna send and shout my warmest greetings to a dear friend.
HAPI BURTDEI MACY MARIE OLIVETTE M. MIGUEL
haha. maye wishes all the best for you mare!
and last thing. I'm gonna change my layout soon. watch out. HAHA :P
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